The "L" Word

It has finally happened. I have allowed myself to feel this incredible emotion, AND admit it to myself. And you know what? It's terrifying and freaking me out!

I know I can live without him, but I don't want to. And there in lies the difference. He doesn't "complete" me because no other person can do that for me. I need to do that for myself. But rather he complements me.

And the realization of this all fills my heart so incredibly much that it just might break anyways.

Here's the latest song I've been obsessing over:

I've been awake for a while now
You've got me feelin' like a child now
'Cause every time I see your bubbly face
I get the tinglies in a silly place

It starts in my toes
And I crinkle my nose
Where ever it goes I always know
That you make me smile please stay for a while now
Just take your time where ever you go

The rain is fallin' on my window pane
But we are hidin' in a safer place
Under covers stayin' dry and warm
You give me feelin's that I adore

It starts in my toes
Makes me crinkle my nose
Where ever it goes I always know
That you make me smile please stay for a while now
Just take your time where ever you go

What am I gonna say
When you make me feel this way
I just........mmmmmmmmmmm

It starts in my toes
Makes me crinkle my nose
Where ever it goes I always know
That you make me smile please stay for a while now
Just take your time where ever you go

I’ve been asleep for a while now
You tucked me in just like a child now
'Cause every time you hold me in your arms
I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth

It starts in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feelin' shows
'Cause you make me smile
Baby just take your time now
Holdin' me tight

Where ever, where ever, where ever you go
Where ever, where ever, where ever you go…

"Bubbly" by Colbie Caillat